My favorite version of the legend of the Phoenix has it resurrecting from the marrow of its own bones…again and again and again. That is what it is like living with a serious illness that has no cure in sight. It’s always there. Like the Phoenix rising from its own bone marrow, those with disease have to invent creative ways to deal with it. I offer the following spiritual practice.
We cannot displace the physical disease, so this is a way to spiritually displace the dis-ease it causes for a time so that we can change our focus to life-giving activity:
Begin by placing a vessel on an altar with a candle beside it. This vessel will hold your dis-ease for as long as you intend. Calm yourself with music, breathing, or whatever way helps you. Say:
I accept that this dis-ease is within me.
(Pause and let the feelings catch up with your mind.)
I acknowledge that I cannot displace it physically. It is here for the duration.
I promise to make every possible effort to aid my body in coping with this dis-ease.
Acknowledging that the ego-presence of this dis-ease is not the same as the disease itself, I put it in this vessel and place it on my altar. May my mind be free of its hold on me for ________ (for however long you need.) May I receive the grace to create ease in my body and soul for this time.
I place my dis-ease in my nautilus shell each morning and I find that it does help me to shift my focus for a time. If I am finding it hard to cope during the day I will revisit the meditation. It really does feel like I am reaching into the marrow of my bones and pulling myself up again. I hope that this is helpful. Peace to you.
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